Saturday, December 04, 2004
BET-aryl
a sense of unease yet unknown
i keep thinking of nothing
not exactly nothing in content
but things of not much importance
not much importance as of now
feeling of betray left me rooted
to the v spot i started knowing
your distrust is acted out
so explictly and outright
that i cant blame myself for
suspicious or oversensitivity
i don like this feeling
but it seemed to be
trapped in me like
smoke particles
trapped in a bubble
no freedom no sercuirity
i thot i did live better w/o u
but somehow
my competitive nature was born for u
now u look like a whim and a total hypocrite
not d one i was intensely jealous or envious
i'm not interested at all in the
nitty-gritty details of your life
that u thot i am interested in
in fact i look down on this v act
i call it superficial at it's best
just to let you know
asking a qn a thousand times
wouldnt give u assurance
it only tells me that you trust had left
perhaps it was never there
i should be happy for you
now that u found your happiness
But...
Are you happy?
*beTRAY>>haha..like be a tray sort of..wad nonsense am i sprouting again. maybe i'll go check out how it originated..wait..
Etymology: Middle English, from be- + trayen to betray, from Old French traïr, from Latin tradere -- more at TRAITOR
>>if anyone can find d story pls let me know..feel like reading stuff.. :)
Xuf: tear-drop from the heaven'Sky » 6:33:00 AM
