Friday, February 17, 2006
Re-discovering my Angel
Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
Blur and unclear views but i know..
It is going to be a long journey
before I know where I am supposed to be
But I don't know if I can hold my belief
when shadows fall and block my eyes
When I'm lost and I turn to hide
Many days i spend drifting to empty shores,
wondering whats my purpose..
Sometimes it feels that no one understands me
and I don't even know why I do some things I do
Stormy skys and strong winds can blow me away at ease.
I feel that everything is out to make me lost control!
I wonder what if I woke up and counldn't hear a sound?
And waht if all that I can see is darkness all around?
There is so much inside me that I didn't get to say.
My life will be so empty with nothing to feel
Sometimes I feel like leaning back and let go.
There are thousands of reasons why I should give up.
But I'm stubbornly holding on to an unknown patience
this unknown--a challenge not a barrier to hinder
this patience--a special gift you nutured so patiently
Sometime I'm just making dumb desperate attempts
I'm always trying to conquer the whole wide world
Perhaps I'm trying to hard...I'm a silly girl...
Shock realisation of how i've been trying to break chains
Waking up to realise they didn't exist in the first place
let go and everything falls into place..
Night so quiet, so peaceful now..
I pray that my voice be blown with the wind
and become gentle whispers in your ears and
embracing thanks to your corner of the world
Then, i feel that i can breath again..
*You make me wanna cry out that i'm falling in love with Life. thank you ((:
Xuf: tear-drop from the heaven'Sky » 1:46:00 AM
